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Corrigan Molloy ([personal profile] courtinsession) wrote2022-09-02 09:12 pm

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princessfreyja: (against the wall)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-12 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
They don't come again, not so soon after, but they might as well have. Corrigan's pleasure, his devotion and joy and love is so explosive, felt through the link and the way he clutches them when he comes inside, that the sensations may well be Kurt's own. He completely loses himself in their body, and the bliss that follows is rapturous.

Kurt clings to him, panting and whimpering, mouth dripping with their own blood. They can feel their stomach swelling, filling the space between their bodies, as it has so many times before. But it's different now. Now, they fully understand what may follow. Now, they fully anticipate it.

They want it.

"A-Alpha," they moan, heels still digging into his back, refusing to let him go—not like he could pull away just yet, his knot too swollen, firmly locked inside. One of their trembling hands cup their stomach, all rounded and distended with his spend. It feels right. They laugh, breathy and shaky, looking down at themself, fully seeing their own body in this new light. It makes their heart swell in their chest. "I-Is this what I'll look like, Alpha? Carrying your b-baby?"
princessfreyja: (bright laughter)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-13 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Just like this. Kurt laughs again, quiet and wet in the tiny space between them. They never thought hearing something like that would make them feel so happy. Their fingers spread out over their stomach, thumb caressing the swelling, and they allow themself this time before Alpha's knot goes down to daydream. They'll look just like this, all the time, their hair braided and their skin glowing and their pack doting on them every hour of the day. They imagine kids—their kids—running circles around them all, as rambunctious and free as the pack, laughing loudly as they play.

Kurt wants that life. They want to be surrounded by their loving mates and their gorgeous pups, ones that look like each of them, all with Kurt's eyes or nose or lopsided smile. More than anything, they want their children to grow up free, never knowing the fear that they themself was subjected to.

They know that's the life they'll have. All of them. They don't even realize they're crying before Benji's shaky hand is on their cheek, wiping the tears away. "A-Are you okay?"

"Yes," they hurry to say, sniffling, looking around to see the whole pack gathered around them. Kurt beams at them all. "I'm j-just so happy. I can't wait to get p-pregnant." It still sounds funny coming out of their mouth, but it just makes them smile all the brighter, embracing their Alpha tightly. No matter what, they're having his babies first. Of course, that doesn't mean the others don't get to contribute. With another soft sniffle, Kurt looks around again, wiggling their hips in Corrigan's lap, around his throbbing cock. "Wh-Who's next?"
princessfreyja: (taken aback)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-15 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
Breeding is a full time job. And while Kurt is both delighted and fulfilled by the work, they're also left exhausted. Every inch of them is pummeled raw, to the point where they have gone through a whole jar of nettle salve ever since Alpha started seriously trying to get them pregnant.

It feels like it's worked though. Kurt can't be sure, not yet, but it really feels like his seed has taken. As they lay in the grass with their youngest mate, one hand at his nape and the other cupping their own stomach, the aches and pains of burgeoning pregnancy doesn't even register over the sheer bliss. They'll start showing soon. They can't wait.

In the combined warmth of the sun and their joy, Kurt has almost fallen asleep when Benji suddenly perks up, startled by something the human can't hear. "Mmmn... musta dozed off. What's happening, sweet-bee?" They scratch behind his ear, rubbing sleep from their eyes. It's only then they notice him growling. "Wait, wh-what's wrong?"
princessfreyja: (wide eyed)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-15 11:02 am (UTC)(link)
"Benji!" The sound of the arrow whistling through the air was bad enough, as was the soft yet firm thwunk of the arrowhead piercing flesh, stopped only by bone. But no sound will ever be as haunting, as awful as the choked little noise Benji makes on his way to the ground. It will stay with them for the rest of their life.

Kurt rushes towards him, heart in their throat, hands trembling as they run over the puppy's defenseless body. He's all tremors, limbs locked and muscles stiff, breath coming ragged through tightly clenched jaws. It doesn't make any sense. It's just an arrow, it shouldn't do this to him.

Unless it's coated in poison. Kurt's gaze flies up towards the unfamiliar voice, the stranger who just shot their mate, leaving him wounded and helpless. He strolls out from past the bushes like it's nothing, laughing, like he didn't just seriously hurt their mate. Even without the bow and arrows, Kurt would've been frightened of him. Something about him, how he sounds, how he moves, isn't right. It's hard to even tell whether he's human or wolf.

"Wh-What did you do to him?" they demand, shoulders tight, eyes stern, even while their stomach is roiling with fear. Their human cowardice insists that they run as fast and far as they can, especially as they realize the stranger came for them. But the wolf in them refuses to abandon their mate, or put their baby at risk by turning their back on a weapon. Kurt will have to be brave for Benji, stern and unyielding, not backing down. "Tell me how t-to cure him."
princessfreyja: (concerned)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-16 10:40 am (UTC)(link)
Kurt is immediately creeped out. There's something unnatural about this man, every part of him somehow wrong or uncanny or threatening. It's like he shouldn't exist, but continues to walk the earth out of sheer spite. Watching him move, hearing him speak, seeing him smile sends cold chills down the little human's spine.

But perhaps the worst thing is how he says Corrigan's name. How he uses his title. Alpha knows this man? Is he part of the pack..? Without thinking, Kurt's fingers tighten in Benji's fur, wide eyes scanning the stranger's form for a claiming mark, but he's almost entirely covered by badly fitting clothes. For the first time in weeks, months, they feel uneasy being naked. They know for a fact the man—wolf—Miles?—can see the bite marks all over their freckled skin. He must know exactly who they are to the pack.

"M-Miles," they manage through tightly clenched teeth, fighting to stay firm rather than give in to the frightened trembling. "Is Benji going to be okay? He's just a p-puppy." God, if this is how Benji dies... Kurt feels their throat closing up. They should've listened closer when Naseer told them about poisons. "I dunno what you want, j-just please tell me how to save him."
princessfreyja: (wide eyed)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-16 06:28 pm (UTC)(link)
This is a trick. It's a trick, it's a trick, it's a trick.

Every inch of them, wolf and human both, is screaming for them to get away. There's no way this Miles person, no matter who he is, no matter what his intentions are, will just give them the antidote and expect nothing back. As soon as they leave Benji's side, they're in mortal danger. They know that. They should dart back into the forest and run, weave through the trees and book it home as fast as humanly possible.

But they also know that anything humanly possible is child's play to a wolf. He can outrun them. He can track their scent. He can tear them to pieces. And then who will be left to make sure Benji is okay? If anything happens to Benji, or to the baby, the whole pack will fall apart. Kurt can't go on living knowing that—if they even get to live to see it.

"P-Promise me," they say, clinging to that thread of bravery as they rise to stand, but feeling it fraying with every passing second. Their knees are buckling. Benji whines underneath them, behind them as they take a few tentative steps forward. "You have to promise he'll be okay." Of course they can't trust his word, of course they can't, but what other choice do they have? Kurt reaches out a hand, barely able to breathe.
princessfreyja: (stunned)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-16 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
They cry out as soon as Miles grabs hold of them, with pain more than surprise—part of them had expected exactly this would happen, but they forget just how strong wolves are. Goes to show how gentle and careful the pack has been with them, if one wolf's grip can hurt this much, the bones in their wrist straining and creaking and grinding together.

But they don't fight him much. After the initial struggle, Kurt's muscle memory kicks in, and they remember all the times they've been grabbed hold of and flung around before. Father never cradled them so close, the way Miles does, never stroked their hair with such a perplexingly gentle smile on his face, but still. Violence is violence. They've survived violence before.

What really shatters them is Benji's cries from behind them, stoking that bone-deep terror. They know they have to get the antidote for him. If that means giving Miles whatever he wants, then...

"F-Fair? You're p-part of the pack..?" He's not. If he ever was, he's certainly not anymore. Kurt can't smell Corrigan on him at all. Shuddering, knowing what they have to do, they permit his touch, fighting the nausea and tears as this vile stranger gets comfortable with them. "P-Please... Miles, r-right? Whatever you want from m-me, you can have it. Anything. I'll give it t-to you. Just please, don't let Benji die. I'm b-begging you."
princessfreyja: (stunned)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-17 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
"Wh-What..?"

His words hit them like physical blows, but somehow they hurt so much worse. Kurt's stomach drops right through them, blood turning ice cold in their veins, breath stabbing their lungs. They're not special? They weren't the first one..? No... No, that can't be true, that doesn't make any sense. Corrigan would've told them, right? If not him, then Naseer, or Kai, or Leo, or poor Benji, they wouldn't just all lie to them like that. Kurt is their first and only mate, that's... it has to be the case. That's what they told them. They wouldn't lie to them.

Miles would. He must have every reason to lie, to say things just to scare them or hurt them. He's an outsider with a grudge! He scared them, he tricked them, he hurt Benji! Why wouldn't he be a liar too?

Except... he says it with the utmost confidence. The words leave him so easily, like he's speaking from experience. Like he too would cast mates aside when he was part of the pack, discarding their broken toys for others to play with. Like he too was once cast aside.

"... y-you're lying." They say that, but the words ring hollow, their throat closing up, eyes burning. Without thinking, Kurt wraps an arm protectively around their belly. "They w-wouldn't... I'm not a wh-whore," they cringe, the word painful on their tongue, "I'm their mate. They wouldn't d-do that!"
princessfreyja: (upset)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-17 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
... They didn't tell them about Miles. Seeing Corrigan's mark on his skin, the very same as their own, makes it even harder to deny. The pack hasn't been honest with them. Alpha hasn't been honest with them. They're pregnant with his child, and he's keeping things from them.

For as frightening and threatening as Miles is, for as much damage as he's done, there's no denying that claiming scar. He was abandoned. Cast aside. Would Alpha let that happen to them too? Would he ruin them? Knock them up and throw when away when he's bored?

But still... even as they wrestle with brand new fears and paranoid doubts, Kurt just can't forget the thrills and genuine joys of the last few months with the pack. They can't deny having felt special for the first time in their life. And they can't bring themself to believe sweet Benji knew what was happening. There's just no way. They shudder, all fear and revulsion and betrayal, fighting back tears as Miles embraces them.

"P-Please... Just p-please leave the antidote for Benji." Kurt feels sick, torn between two worlds, too hurt to see the real truth. "He's j-just a puppy, he d-doesn't deserve this..."
Edited 2023-07-17 02:22 (UTC)
princessfreyja: (wide eyed)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-17 10:29 am (UTC)(link)
At least they succeeded. Benji won't die today. Miles' words make their stomach roil, twisting up in knots nearly too tight to breathe—they don't want to go with Miles, they don't want to go home, just as badly as they don't want to return to a lying Alpha. But at least Benji will be okay. They'll do what they have to so the pup will be safe, even if it means going with this man, this stranger with cold hands and cruel eyes and the soft, gentle words, and giving him what he wants.

But then the pack link shudders with that single intense emotion, cutting through everything else, nearly knocking the little human to the ground. The link is always overwhelming, when they first notice it, but this is something else, feral and near-desperate.

Even Miles felt it. That means the rest of the pack definitely did too.

"B-Baby, please! You're gonna hurt yourself!" they cry, watching in horror as sweet little Benji fights through the poison and the arrow embedded in his hip and snarls at Miles. He can barely stand, barely see, but he still looks moments from lunging for his throat. That must be so, so painful. It's sheer protective instinct that makes Kurt twist around in Miles' arms, trying to break out of his grasp so they can run to his side, not thinking that perhaps the stranger won't let them.
princessfreyja: (sobbing)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-17 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Kurt's howl of pain joins the chorus, sharp and distressed, splitting the air apart. Unlike the claiming bites adorning their neck, where the pain had been laced with true euphoria, a sense of belonging, Miles' teeth piercing their flesh is pure agony. His bite is unwanted. They don't belong to him, and yet he demands a piece of them Kurt has not consented to give and cannot take back. It's the worst pain they've ever felt.

They can't tell if the pain is what makes their knees buckle underneath them, or if Miles' threat is what sends them to the ground, but as soon as he lets go of them, they crumble. Sobbing into the grass, Kurt clutches their bleeding wrist, squeezing the wound tightly, hurt and frightened and betrayed twice over.

But they have to push through it. The pack link roars with fury, confusion, terror that's not their own, and Benji, poor Benji, they can feel his anguish, his guilt, and they know they can't let him face it alone. Kurt scrambles on their knees through the grass until they reach the youngest wolf, hands slippery with blood—the wound isn't clotting, why would it, Miles didn't want it to—cradling his snarling face, urging him to look at them. "B-Benji— i-it's okay puppy, it's okay, y-you're gonna be okay— please b-be okay. Naseer!"

The ground shakes as the pack shoots past bushes and trees, bursting into the clearing, finally. Kurt looks distraught, bloodied and weeping, reaching for Naseer, Corrigan, anyone. "He's hurt! P-Please, help him!"
princessfreyja: (sobbing)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-18 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
They struggle a little as Corrigan pulls them towards him, away from Benji, but their squirming quickly subsides. The safety of Alpha's embrace soothes even the worst of their fear. Everything else—the upset, the feeling of betrayal—will come when it comes. Right now, Alpha is here to keep them safe. Nothing will hurt them here.

Benji whimpers with pain and relief both, letting his Alpha's tender praise anchor him as Naseer tends to his wound, smelling his blood. "Bush rope," he says, voice tight with barely controlled rage. "Not enough to kill him, but he'll be sick for days. We need to get them both home now." Exactly the kind of firm demand some consider unfit for a Beta to make.

"I t-tried— I tried getting th-the antidote, but he wouldn't... he wouldn't give it to m-me." Kurt sobs softly into Corrigan's chest, exhausted and in pain but so relieved Benji will be okay. "I'm s-sorry, Alpha, I'm sorry, I— I tried..."

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