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Corrigan Molloy ([personal profile] courtinsession) wrote2022-09-02 09:12 pm

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[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-06-26 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
Naseer couldn't be prouder of Kai. The growth he's shown over the years has been promising, if a little slow—some wolves seem to stay pups for life—but the sensitivity and grace he's shown just in the day and a half they've known Kurt has been breathtaking. Taking initiative, reading their emotions, encouraging his pack mates, being so careful and gentle with Kurt...

Should he ever splinter off from the pack someday, it would be a terrible loss. But he'd make a great Alpha someday.

Maybe he wouldn't expect to be waited on hand and foot the way their current one does.

"Say please," Naseer quips, eyebrow raised, already scooping stew into a bowl for his no-good lazy-bones Alpha. "Like you ever listen to me. Maybe you could help teach Cor some manners, little dove." Kurt blushes, hiding their face in their own bowl, making the Beta laugh warmly. "I have a feeling he'd finally learn something for once, if it came from you."

"I d-dunno about that," the human manages, shakily wiping stew from their chin. The warmth, the food, the quiet, all the attention... it's helping them relax once more, settling heavy and boneless in Alpha's lap.
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[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-06-26 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
The Beta is immediately soothed by Corrigan's affections, the kiss to his wrist prompting a release of breath he's been holding in for a while. For as much as he whines and gripes and rolls his eyes at him, the Alpha is still the center of his world, still the axis on which everything turns, his one constant to anchor him when storms roll in from the past. Gods and spirits only know where Naseer would be now if not for Corrigan. He saved him all those years ago. He continues to save him now.

Just as he has saved their mate. The fear and trauma that left them bawling and near catatonic earlier is eased away with every kiss, every gentle reassuring word, every caress by those same hands that ease Naseer's own ghosts. They look so small and pale curled up against Corrigan, shivering from his touch.

How anyone could bring themself to hurt such a precious being is a mystery to him. No one will ever hurt them like that again.

"Um... I th-think that's fine," Kurt says, feeling the line of tension in their shoulders give way from the kiss to their claiming bite. Being surrounded by all of their mates through the night doesn't sound so overwhelming anymore. If anything, it makes them feel safer. Protected from ghosts in the night.

Having convinced themself, they close their eyes and nod firmly, settling fully against Corrigan. "Y-Yes, Alpha, I'll be all right."
princessfreyja: (contemplative)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-06-28 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Alpha's hand feels really good on their tummy. Really good.

For reasons they can't articulate, the touch of his palm to their stomach immediately soothes their remaining nerves, sending tingly shivers of delight down their spine, just like his lips to the scarring bite had. That, at least, they get. The bites are important. Even a human could feel that, the way their body had immediately reacted to being bitten, being bound to another being as if his teeth had clamped onto their very soul. Each bite is a promise as much as a claim, a precious gift, a tether both physical and spiritual changing them in innumerable ways.

The only thing that's really changed about their stomach is how much stew and come it's been filled with. Right?

Maybe they're just tired. Kurt can feel their eyelids starting to get heavy as they sit in Corrigan's lap, feeling his breathing, hearing his heartbeat, their body warming inside and out from the dinner and fire and furs. That's probably it. They're just sleepy. They just like being touched. That's it.

"Mmm... Leo's right," they giggle softly, shivering from the kiss, snuggling closer to their Alpha. They crack an eye open to see the rest of the pack shuffle back inside, waved closer by Naseer, who hasn't moved from his spot kneeling before Corrigan. "It wouldn't be fair t'keep me all to y-yourself, right? I wanna share."

Feeling warm, sated, safe once more, Kurt reaches an arm out, reaching for the rest of their mates to join them in the furs.
princessfreyja: (sigh)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-01 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
It's almost too good to be true. Every morning they wake up, they half-expect to find themself back in their childhood bedroom, finally awake from a beautiful dream that couldn't possibly last. But they never do. That feeling dwindles day by day as they get accustomed to life with the pack, slowly unlearning all the ugly doubt and self-loathing, slowly forgetting the urge to look over their shoulder.

They're not waking up from this. No one is coming to take them away. It's just them and their wolves, playing and learning and loving each other fearlessly. Kurt has never felt happiness like this before.

Something's come over them lately though, dampening their bright mood. What started as weird little pangs and random nausea throughout the day has grown into a persistent stomachache—nothing too severe or painful, but definitely distracting. It must have started showing on their face, or been felt through the link, and as soon as Corrigan asks, they huff softly, annoyed at their own body. They can't overindulge in the affections of their pack with an upset tummy!

"I'm fine, Alpha, I think. It's just—" Kurt frowns, cupping their stomach, naked skin warmed by the sunlight. "My stomach's been feeling weird lately. Maybe I ate something I shouldn't have?"
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[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-01 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
"Those were just huckleberries, love," Kurt teases back, giggling and squealing as they too suffer the splash damage, ice cold water on sun drenched skin. Even with a tummy ache, being with the pack feels so good now. Natural and free. Any fear they have felt has been completely accidental and randomly triggered, through no fault of the wolves.

None of them would ever hurt them. Kurt can't remember having ever laughed so freely in their life.

"Aside from the usual places?" they quip, shooting their Alpha a lopsided grin as they wriggle their hips into his lap. It's been a while since the wolves have actually left them in pain. Turns out the human body is tremendously adaptable when full of wolf pheromones. "Um... Just kinda nauseous now and then? And my chest," they say, sitting up straight and cupping their hands over their chest. "It's felt really tender and puffy lately..."
princessfreyja: (moan)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-01 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Kurt has gotten better at reading the pack link over the past few weeks—not great, not even good, just better—but it's still too subtle and fickle of an art for them to fully grasp yet. They can parse big and simple emotions quite reliably now, like joy or rage or hunger, and can even pick up on who's feeling what to some extent. They're quite proud of themself for understanding even that little.

But even with all that, they have no hope of understanding the sudden rush of emotion the wolves share just now. It's like a jolt, a sudden positive feeling shooting through all of them, making their mates perk up all around them and pay close attention—though to what, they can't say.

Not that they're thinking too hard about that right now, because Alpha starts toying with their nipples and Kurt's mind is suddenly terribly preoccupied. "Aah—! A-Alpha, that— ohhh, that feels s-so good," they whine, hands finding Corrigan's stomach, bracing themself against it as they arch into his hands. "It's so sensitive there, m-much more'n normal... F-Feels really tender, Alpha..."
princessfreyja: (incredulous)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-02 11:57 am (UTC)(link)
Their loud, stuttery reaction definitely isn't typical of them. If it really is happening, then it's much too early on for Naseer to confidently tell. He certainly can't smell anything on them. But maybe this is a sign that their body is finally ready, finally changed enough to comfortably carry and deliver their children, and that hope soars through the Beta as he sits up, petting Leo behind the ears. It's finally happening.

The sudden incredulous look on Kurt's face at Benji's excited words is a little chip in that hope, proving it more brittle than first assumed.

"B-Benji, love, that's— aaah, Alpha, yes, right th-there... Benji, b-baby, that's ridiculous," they manage, glancing over their shoulder at the pup with their eyebrows quirked. They don't like belittling Benji the way his brothers do, having become so protective of him, even when he bumbles around like an overgrown puppy. But this? This is just silly. Even having their sensitive body toyed with, feeling their cock already hardening against Corrigan's stomach, Kurt can't help but giggle, wholly unconvinced.

"I can't g-get pregnant, honey. Only girls c-can have b-babies."

Corrigan should be able to feel the full weight of his Beta's bewildered stare on his skin, the accusing tone of his first and only thought cutting straight through the pack link, aimed directly at him: You mean you haven't told them yet?!
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[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-02 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Kurt whines pitifully as Corrigan's touch falls away, not picking up on the shift in mood, too upset that Alpha isn't playing with their nipples anymore to notice. Besides, Benji's suggestion is just so ludicrous, so completely off the wall random and silly, the last thing on Kurt's mind is the thought that any of the wolves are taking it seriously.

So it's fair to say that Corrigan's words are a complete shock to their system. They frown up at him, disbelieving, trying to fight down the blush and arousal so they can really process what he's asking them—which in itself is a tall order.

"Wh-What are you talking about, Alpha? Mentioned what?" The little human's gaze goes from one of their mates to the next, confusion plainly written on their blushing face. They're all staring at them. "Wait, you... y-you don't actually believe I can get pregnant, d-do you?"

Just the very thought is absurd. Sure, with the wolves it doesn't matter if you're man or woman or somewhere inbetween or something entirely different, everyone are equal and can do as they please, not chained to what's decided by society. That's great! Exactly what Kurt always wanted! But that doesn't change the surely immutable laws of nature! When Alpha would growl about breeding them, they definitely didn't think he meant it literally. Is this another species divide, like the transformation and the pack link? Can true werewolf mates actually fall pregnant..?

"I can't. I-It's impossible, I don't have the... parts..."
Edited 2023-07-02 21:02 (UTC)
princessfreyja: (wide eyed)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-03 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
"Changes..?"

That can't be right. There's no way. Bodies can't just change like that, there's no treatment or medicine in the world that could change the unchangeable! Kurt is missing very pivotal organs needed for a pregnancy! You can't just grow new organs, how is that even possible?!

But then again... they have changed a lot ever since coming here. Their body can take so much more than they ever thought possible. Their wounds heal faster now, their senses have improved, and they can feel their mates' emotions like they were their own. All things that seemed impossible when they were trapped within humanity.

Could it really be possible..?

Kai's hand is cold and wet from the water as he touches them. But it's not his touch that makes them shiver. If it was really possible, would they want to have babies? Kurt frowns, thinking. In truth, they've always wanted children, but gradually had to settle on the fact that no woman would ever want someone like them. Certainly not to father her children, raise them, provide for them. But if they could truly cut out that step...

Instinctively, they cup their stomach with a small pale hand. Their heart is racing, pulse spiking at the thought that they could actually be pregnant. "I... I mean, if I could, b-but..." Kurt blushes.
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[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-03 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
They're about to quip that this is a pretty major thing to just forget, but it's swiftly forgotten as soon as Kai's cold hands find their nipples again. Every thought in their head seems to disappear. Kurt squeaks loudly, squirming in Alpha's lap, arching their chest into his teasing touch. "K-Kai—! Hah, p-please— I'm so s-sensitive," they whine, shuddering under the combined attentions of all their mates.

It makes their heart soar, feeling the love and affection from everyone, on their skin and through the link. They're all so happy. The thought of raising a family with their loving, doting mates only makes them more sure.

If it really is possible... then this is what they want.

Naseer rumbles something happy and playful at Corrigan's command, the words drowned out by Kurt's needy moans. They're only able to pay attention once he shoos Kai to the side, one of his big hands pressing between their shoulder blades, the other squeezing their ass. "Bend over, little dove," he says, easing them up on their knees, into a position that's become familiar over time. "You heard your determined Alpha."

Whining softly, Kurt settles against Corrigan's chest, their lips seeking his. They pour all their love and gratitude and wanting into a deep kiss, just as Naseer's hot, wet tongue finds their hole. Just that first touch has them keening into Alpha's mouth.
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[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-03 09:39 pm (UTC)(link)
It very quickly becomes clear just how sensitive they've become all over. Leo greedily laps at their nipples without even transforming back, leaving the little human squirming and sobbing with pleasure. The others keep toying with them, squeezing and stroking and groping their body, making them feel like they're on fire, the wolves relentless in their teasing.

And Naseer. They can feel every inch of his tongue languidly playing with their hole, tracing the rim, snaking inside, licking and thrusting and pulsing until they're a shuddering mess on top of their Alpha. He's not as noisy as the younger wolves, but he makes no secret of how much he's enjoying himself, moaning at the taste of them, how their flesh clenches and surrenders to him.

"A-Alpha—! Everyone, I'm— aah, please, p-please—!" they babble, sobbing atop Corrigan, tears trickling down their cheeks from the onslaught of pleasure. One of Benji's roaming hands slips around their stomach, fingers grazing their cock, and they come all over Alpha's chest with a bewildered cry of ecstasy. They're so much more sensitive now! Usually they last way longer!

It doesn't matter much, of course, because they've only just gotten started. Their body hungers for a knot, all of their knots, a sensation which finally makes sense to them. It's not just being filled, it's not just the intimate connection. Their body yearns to be bred. They get it now. "N-Now, Alpha, now! Please, n-need your knot inside, p-please! Breed me!"
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[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-04 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
Kurt truly pities their former self in moments like these. They used to feel so much shame, burdened by guilt and self-loathing so profound it was a wonder they ever functioned. Their body, their voice, their presentation, their wishes and desires, they were all wrong. For years, they let their life be dictated by what others deemed correct, and were punished when they couldn't conform.

All of that is gone now. Now, when Alpha darkly commands them to present for him, to show him and the whole pack how eager and greedy they are to get fucked, Kurt feels no shame. They obey him right away, getting on their hands and knees and tipping their hips up, exposing everything. Still shaking from coming so hard, they whine impatiently into the warm grass, loathing every second they remain empty.

"P-Please—!" Kurt sobs, unable to tear their eyes off Corrigan's thick cock, slick and gripped between strong fingers coated in their own spend. They can hear Benji already moaning right next to them, Naseer wasting no time in fucking the young pup hard and fast, clearly just as affected by Kurt's plea as their Alpha had been.

The sounds of Benji enjoying himself just make Kurt that much more impatient, arching their back more, chest almost touching the grass, a desperate clip to their voice as they beg, "Alpha, p-please, now! I-It's not fair, please, I w-want your knot, I wanna be bred! Hurry!"
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