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Corrigan Molloy ([personal profile] courtinsession) wrote2022-09-02 09:12 pm

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princessfreyja: (sobbing)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-17 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Kurt's howl of pain joins the chorus, sharp and distressed, splitting the air apart. Unlike the claiming bites adorning their neck, where the pain had been laced with true euphoria, a sense of belonging, Miles' teeth piercing their flesh is pure agony. His bite is unwanted. They don't belong to him, and yet he demands a piece of them Kurt has not consented to give and cannot take back. It's the worst pain they've ever felt.

They can't tell if the pain is what makes their knees buckle underneath them, or if Miles' threat is what sends them to the ground, but as soon as he lets go of them, they crumble. Sobbing into the grass, Kurt clutches their bleeding wrist, squeezing the wound tightly, hurt and frightened and betrayed twice over.

But they have to push through it. The pack link roars with fury, confusion, terror that's not their own, and Benji, poor Benji, they can feel his anguish, his guilt, and they know they can't let him face it alone. Kurt scrambles on their knees through the grass until they reach the youngest wolf, hands slippery with blood—the wound isn't clotting, why would it, Miles didn't want it to—cradling his snarling face, urging him to look at them. "B-Benji— i-it's okay puppy, it's okay, y-you're gonna be okay— please b-be okay. Naseer!"

The ground shakes as the pack shoots past bushes and trees, bursting into the clearing, finally. Kurt looks distraught, bloodied and weeping, reaching for Naseer, Corrigan, anyone. "He's hurt! P-Please, help him!"
princessfreyja: (sobbing)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-18 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
They struggle a little as Corrigan pulls them towards him, away from Benji, but their squirming quickly subsides. The safety of Alpha's embrace soothes even the worst of their fear. Everything else—the upset, the feeling of betrayal—will come when it comes. Right now, Alpha is here to keep them safe. Nothing will hurt them here.

Benji whimpers with pain and relief both, letting his Alpha's tender praise anchor him as Naseer tends to his wound, smelling his blood. "Bush rope," he says, voice tight with barely controlled rage. "Not enough to kill him, but he'll be sick for days. We need to get them both home now." Exactly the kind of firm demand some consider unfit for a Beta to make.

"I t-tried— I tried getting th-the antidote, but he wouldn't... he wouldn't give it to m-me." Kurt sobs softly into Corrigan's chest, exhausted and in pain but so relieved Benji will be okay. "I'm s-sorry, Alpha, I'm sorry, I— I tried..."
princessfreyja: (upset)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-19 12:29 pm (UTC)(link)
They're not used to bleeding so much anymore. All the wolves are so diligent about tending to their wounds, whenever and however they happen, licking them clean and encouraging them to clot and scar so much faster than any human doctor. Kurt knows their body has changed over the months they've been with the pack. Their body heals so much faster now. Cuts and scrapes close over in a day now, barely leaving marks on their pale skin anymore.

But Miles... Something about the wound he left just feels wrong. Like their body rejects it. They're covered in their own blood, hands and chest and swelling stomach glistening with crimson red. It scares them more than it hurts. What kind of malice does it take to hurt someone like this?

They watch through terrified tears as the pack carries Benji away, hurrying towards the cabin so Naseer can patch him up. Leaving them with their Alpha. Kurt shudders in his arms, pain and fear and betrayal all wrapped up in one.

"Wh-Why didn't you tell me about him?" they sob against him, hands curling into fists, sticky with drying blood. They have many more questions, more accusations and doubts, but they're too hurt and scared and angry to sort through them right now. "If I— I-If I knew he was out th-there, I would've... I would've been m-more careful... I d-didn't know, Alpha."
princessfreyja: (concerned)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-20 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
"B-But you didn't." It's quiet and sullen, all Kurt can muster in response to Corrigan's admission as he cleans their wound. What else can they say? Yes, he should've told them. Corrigan agrees. Now all that's left is to pick up the pieces of their broken trust.

It's an awful feeling, not trusting the man they love. The man who saved them, who's treating their wound, whose child they're carrying, they don't trust him anymore. Because what if Miles is right? No one told them about him, just like he'd said. What if the rest is true too?

The thought of not being special to the pack makes their stomach bunch up.

Kurt meets their Alpha's gaze carefully, frowning up at him, even as they hiccup through the last of their tears. "Am I really y-your first mate?" they ask in response to his question, dreading the answer. "Th-The pack's, I mean. Or were there others before me? Are— Are you g-gonna get rid of me too, when you get bored of me?"

Their fingers dig into their wrist, hand clenched around the sluggishly bleeding wound held over their head, just as Alpha instructed. Even injured and suspicious, they obey his word. "Be honest with m-me."
princessfreyja: (skeptical)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-20 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
They listen intently, eyebrows still furrowed, clinging to his every word even as they fight to stay cautious and guarded, still feeling like they have to protect themself. As much as Kurt wants to believe him, he could be lying. Trusting too easily is what got them into this mess, after all.

But he's their Alpha. Something in their bones insists he can be trusted, must be trusted. He's the center of their universe, the one piece holding everything else together. Miles even insinuating that Corrigan lied to them made their whole world crumble. If they can't trust their Alpha, they can't trust anyone.

"Benji..?" They never would have guessed. Even though he's the youngest, he fits so seamlessly into the pack, as if he's always been with them. Kurt can't even imagine how painful it must have been for everyone, but especially Benji, trying and failing to establish that mating bond. They didn't even know you could fail at that.

They're quiet for a while, slowly digesting his words, nodding softly with confirmation. It does make sense why he didn't tell them all of this. But it still doesn't explain the pivotal issue: "Why did you get rid of M-Miles, then? I thought th-the pack was a bond for life..."
princessfreyja: (haunted)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-20 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Miles fought them. He wanted no true part in a pack growing out of his set, narrow views of what it should be. Kurt can tell there's more that Alpha isn't telling them, the link tender with painful memories they can't parse, but they don't need to know more than what they already do. He's the sort of person who would hurt them. He's a liar, a manipulator, a bully. He never cared about their safety with the pack, or their dignity, or them being treated like a plaything. All he wanted was to use them to hurt the pack.

And he succeeded.

Kurt has never felt so stupid. Shame and guilt settles heavy in their stomach, an unbearable weight. They'd played right into his hands, they'd believed him, not even stopping to consider his true motive. Revenge on the pack that exiled a monster. They're such an idiot.

"He... He wanted me t-to go with him," they confess, curling into Corrigan, seeking his comfort. That gentle kiss to their throbbing wound nearly makes them unravel. "He said he'd t-take me home, he'd take care of me... b-before you threw me away like another whore." That word still hurts. It's different when Alpha calls them needy, greedy, a pretty little wolf slut, because he knows them. Miles doesn't. He hasn't seen them at their smallest and saddest, he hasn't seen them grow from a terrified young human to a confident, playful mate. To him, they're just a whore.

"He'll come back. When he bit m-me, he said he'll see me soon... He knew my name." A terrified shiver goes through them. "Wh-What do we do, Alpha?"
princessfreyja: (upset)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-21 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
His words should terrify them. The last thing they want to consider is their beloved Alpha—and he is beloved, that brief moment of doubt be damned—with someone else's blood on his hands. Especially for their sake. Taking a life for any reason should be reprehensible, unforgivable.

But Miles hurt them first. Miles threatened the safety of their pack, their family, their baby. Miles almost killed Benji. There's no part of them that aches at the thought of Miles meeting his end at Corrigan's hand.

"Th-Thank you," they whimper into his neck, curling up in Alpha's strong arms, letting him carry them back to the cabin. Letting him protect them. Nowhere feels safe right now, not the woods, not even the cabin, nowhere except Corrigan's embrace. Nothing can ever hurt them here. They know that as long as he's near, they'll be safe.

Which just makes the fact that they ever doubted him hurt even more. If Miles could poison their mind so quickly, make them even consider turning on their Alpha and leaving the pack with just a few well-placed words, what else could he be capable of? How many could he manipulate to do his bidding? Has he been to the village? Has he asked around about them? Has he spoken to their father..?

"I'm so sorry, C-Corrigan..." Kurt's arms loop around his neck, holding on tightly. "I-If the pack is at risk b-because of me, I..."
princessfreyja: (melancholic)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-22 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
Any lingering remaining doubts are wiped away by Corrigan's gentle words. The warmth of his voice, his gaze, his emotions through the pack link permeates everything else, leaving the little human shivering in his arms. He really does love them. He'd do anything to keep them safe.

They all would. Kurt sees how each pack member lights up when they're carried inside, feels how much they all love them, unconditionally. No one blames them for what happened today. Part of them doubts they'll ever truly get used to being loved so fully, so completely, by so many.

But they couldn't ever doubt the sincerity of their love. Both for them and their child, growing somewhere right under Alpha's warm palm. They'll never doubt it as long as they live.

"M-Me too." Their own hand comes to rest atop Corrigan's. "I feel like... like I wasn't living before you found me. I'm s-so happy," they manage, brittle with lingering tears, but still resolute. This is where they belong. Where they'll always belong.

"I can't wait t-to meet them," they say as they're carried into the warmth, closer to Benji, to everyone. Their fingers lace with Corrigan's over their stomach, thumb gently caressing his knuckles. "I want them to feel this love too. T-To be part of our family."
princessfreyja: (contemplative)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-22 01:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Kurt doesn't need to be told. They can feel Corrigan's love for them in everything he does, like a shot through the pack link every time he looks at them. And yet... there's something about hearing the words spoken aloud that wrenches at their insides, heart squeezing tightly in their chest.

Before the pack took them in, no one ever told them they loved them.

They carry that emotion into caring for Benji, pouring all their love into reassuring the pup, twisting in Alpha's lap to face him fully. They'll never tire of reaffirming how well he's done—especially now, knowing how he came into the pack, the guilt he must carry. He completes the pack. He deserves to know that, to feel that.

"It's okay, puppy, I'm okay. Y-You saved me, sweet-bee," they coo, caressing his anxiously twitching muzzle, petting the sweat-damp fur over his brow. They let him sniff at the wound on their wrist, showing him they can still move their hand freely, despite the pain. "You were so brave out there, baby. P-Pushed through all that pain to save me. You're amazing."

Kurt glances at Naseer, then over their shoulder at Corrigan, those big sad eyes beseeching him. "D-Does he have to stay wolf to get better? I wanna kiss him," they admit, blushing.
princessfreyja: (contemplative)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-22 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)
He looks like he's in so much pain. But Kurt doesn't let that deter them, scooting out of Corrigan's lap so they can be closer to him, kneeling before their ashen, injured mate. "The baby's okay," they hurry to say, taking Benji's hand and pressing it to their stomach. They don't know if he can sense the pup growing inside them, but they hope he can.

"See? We're okay, both of us. I-If you hadn't been there, he would've hurt us so much worse. P-Please don't blame yourself. You saved us, b-baby." And they'll keep telling him that until he believes it. There's no part of Kurt that blames him. The only one in the wrong here is Miles.

Cupping his face, they lean down and press their lips to his, a slow and careful kiss overflowing with love. Even shivering with pain and exhaustion, kissing Benji feels so good, so safe and comforting, making their heart sing. "Try to relax, sweet-bee, get some sleep. I'm not going anywhere, okay? Can we get him some furs? He's shivering." Kurt's going to be glued to his side until he feels better, they can already tell, bossing around the rest of the pack while they pamper Benji back to normal.
princessfreyja: (huffy)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-23 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
"Well, if I won't spoil him, who will?" They say that, but Kai is already well on his way to spoiling Benji rotten, overwhelming the young wolf with physical affection the way only Kai does best. Cuddles and kisses under the warm, heavy bearskin, those big protective arms wrapping around his shivering form. All of them, the whole pack, make sure Benji is crowded with love as he drifts off to sleep in their lap, the two youngest surrounded by protection and affection and warmth.

In the end, Kurt does end up spoiling him the most though. They don't leave his side through his whole recovery, as the poison leaves his body and his wound sluggishly heals alongside their own. Even Alpha starts getting a little jealous of how much attention they pay to Benji, especially as his hip heals enough to repay them in more... impactful ways. Some days they stay wrapped in his embrace for hours and hours, ankles locked behind his back as he fucks them stupid.

Kurt couldn't be happier, of course. Seeing and feeling his confidence return the more time he spends inside them is the best reward a mate could ask for.

But it takes more than one young wolf to satisfy the increasingly demanding, increasingly pregnant pack mate. The more their stomach grows, the more their body changes, the more insatiable Kurt becomes. When their needs aren't met, either because of hunts or chores or their mates needing ludicrous things like sleep, all they're left with are the aches and pains that come with pregnancy, their body feeling too stiff and heavy and tender without any distractions. And that just won't do.

So they're moodier now. Crankier. Enough to huff indignantly while trying to shake one of their mates awake one morning, sick of waiting all alone. "Come on... Come on, wake up already."
princessfreyja: (bright laughter)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-23 11:27 am (UTC)(link)
It speaks to the wolves sheer exhaustion how Kurt's shrill squeak upon being scooped doesn't rouse any of them. Hunting and keeping watch and trying to satisfy their needy mate must be truly debilitating work. And now they've been snatched up by a scoundrel, a fiend, with no one awake to rescue them! How awful!

"I'm not a kitten!" they hiss, squirming and kicking in his arms, playfully shoving at Kai's broad, sweaty chest. They're still achy and grumpy and so horny it hurts, but even they have to fight not to smile at Kai's antics. He's always the most rough and mischievous, and he can take it as well as he dishes it out. He doesn't treat Kurt like they're breakable.

Kinda exactly what they need right now. They can feel their breath getting labored, body heating up, already ready to take him. Thank god for Kai. They dig their nails into his shoulders, glaring up at him with a demanding pout to hide their smile. "I'm a wolf," they insist, hungry and needy. "You better treat me like one."
princessfreyja: (playful)

[personal profile] princessfreyja 2023-07-23 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
"You're a dick!" they cry as he flops them over his shoulder and carries them outside, completely unfazed by their kicking feet and pounding fists, more caught up in smugly groping their ass. Kurt acts indignant and furious with such injustice, such undignified roughhousing, but they can't hide how good it feels to finally be touched. They've been awake for all of half an hour! All alone! It's been awful!

It's written all over their face just how much they enjoy it as Kai flips them back over, their bright blush extending from their cheeks all down their neck and swelling, sensitive chest. Their thighs squeeze around him, hips playfully rocking against his. His words make them grin, just as sharp and wolfish as Kai's, even without the intimidating fangs.

"Mmmmm... Then maybe you're the one who got caught." Their hands slip into his hair, fingers twining around sweat-damp locs. "You fell riiight into my trap. The one where I make you fuck me so hard you put another baby in me."

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